Loses trust in you.

This is my very first song that I have written. Let me tell you roughly what this song is all about...

Okay here goes the story...

I lose a friend that I thought she could be my best friend for my lifetime.

It happens a few years back when I was in high school. I used to have a best friend.

 I feel like we just fit together and she has always been nice. I told her things that I thought I could not tell anyone else. But when days pass, she seems to treat me differently. She seldom hang out with me any more. When I get the chance to chat with her, she eventually leaves me for her other friends. She only finds me when she is in need of help.

One day, I found out that she spread rumours and talk bad about me even though I didn't do anything wrong. Until now, I'm not sure why she did that.

My heart is like broken into pieces when I found out my best friend back stabbed me. I thought friend are supposed to care for each other. Because of that I have loses my trust in her.

I forgive her even though she did that but one thing for sure is I couldn't put my trust in her any more. You will wonder why I forgive her. Its because I don’t like to make enemies. I try to be good to everyone.

I think that we should love our enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you and pray for those who mistreat you. I believe that one day she will realize what I did for her.

Because of what happen I lose my contact with her for a long time.

How I wish I could have my best friend back. The nice one when I first knew her, to be able to tell her everything, laugh and hang out together.

Okay here goes the lyrics that I have written.

Loses trust in you            

I thought I could always believe you,

I thought you were my best friend,

I put my trust in you,

But you back stabbed me when I'm not around

So thank you for showing me that

 I can’t put a trust in you any more,

And thank you for waking me up

And make me realize

That you’re not the one

Who will be there for me.

I'm wondering why it always hurt

When I flashback into our old memories,

Wishing that our friendship and

Good times we used to had will last forever

When times pass, you will remember me

As your friend that will always be there for you,

As time goes by, you will wonder

Why you are all alone.

* A reminder for all of you
Always treasure the people around you. Treat them sincerely and love them the way you love yourself.
It's too late to treasure and love them when you realize that they are gone already.