Throwback- 2 days 1 night trip to Hulu Kelang (28 Jul 2016)

We have been planning for trips ever since my first year in university. Every single time we plan, it fails but not this time.

Immediately next day after the exam, we woke up early and had our typical mamak breakfast.

Roti cani+ Teh tarik *yum yum*

After that, there begin our road trip. Here are some selfies of us in the car. (^.^) 

The guy in sunglasses, our driver

Wokayy...Enough of our selfies. 

Anyway, the place we are going is located in the heart of the city of Kuala Lumpur, Kg Kemensah, Hulu Kelang.

We went to the ATV Adventure Park. I was excited but kinda nervous at the same time because I do not know how to ride the ATV (which what i call the motorcycle beast) because it is huge and dangerous for those who cannot handle it well.

However during the ride, i really enjoyed the feeling of riding that beast! Challenging but I love it! Going up and down the hilly and muddy land. I couldn't imagine I did it!!(^.^)

The beast I'm talking about.

Halfway through there are waterfall too. Too beautiful to be forget..:)

Sofea Jane waterfall.

Damages from Misunderstanding

Repair the damage from a misunderstanding. It's dreadful what little things leads people to misunderstanding. How many friends have you lost??

When you feel something is wrong with your friendship, you should go and talk with them but not keeping inside feeling sad and thinking what people have done to you. I strongly advise that we should find a suitable time to sit together and share our feelings because we might never know what's happen on our friend's mind. You both might miss each other , the way both use to be so close to each other but both were scare to express their feelings cause both assume that it might hurt each other feeling. and finally both pretend to acted like nothing happen. Thinking and sad of moments you used to have and knowing you'll never have them again? Imagine that, it's even hurtful. Misunderstanding which cause the friendship to drawn apart and finally become stranger. By then the true regret is knowing you missed your opportunity to express what you really feel and by just sitting down, communicate, share the misunderstanding and express your feeling could help and save your friendship.

 

Think about it and take the first move... Cherish your friendship!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Far away from your comfort zone

      Being away from family was the toughest thing ever for me but it's no longer anymore. However, I'm starting to learn how to be independent by my own and settle things by my own. Being that homely child who always likes to stick around with my parents would make me miss home so much especially when I'm living far away.

    One day, I realise that I'm not that little girl anymore that needed her parent to keep an eye on her for 24/7. Somehow, I need to learn to take care of myself and grow up to face the cruel world by my own.

    College and University life had change me a lot. I had grown into a more independent girl who never cries to go home. The furthest I am from my family is living in Johor Bahru which is more than 300km away and that's where am I now. 

    However, I'm lucky to have a friend  here that had an awesome family. The family had made my life more interesting and I feel so welcoming going to their house. They treat me really well and there is where I feel like I'm being in my second home.



Here are some photo's with the family...

Industrial Training = Working= Tiring Life



Hey guys, I had not been writing my blog for so long and so here I'm back!

 Kinda busy these days with my internship and this is my 3rd month only. Time really flies so slow 3 more months to go and I'm already half dead.

My daily routine is almost the same everyday during work. I need to audit the clients account, check opening and closing balance of the accounts, scheduling, vouching and so on.
My life during internship suppose to be a happy learning point for me in work but someone just makes me hate going to work everyday.

Having a finaliser who treats me unequally compare to how she treat my friends makes me felt so discriminated and every single time she ruin my day. I'm really tired of all this but I guess I just need to hold on and put on my masquerade for the sake of my internship marks.
Maybe changing our Point of View  for certain things could help us see things positively in a different angle especially when for being dislike.
It's a long journey between HUMAN BEING.....and BEING HUMAN... No one on earth is a perfect human.
So, Lets travel at least one step daily, to cover the distance  Peace no war...

However, I still have many of my other colleague who are kind and friendly which motivates me in doing my work. I had learned a lot from them.

Hopefully the next 3 months would be a better learning experience for me! :D



Kak Niza who always being helpful had already
left the company. Thanks for everything
and all the best in you future endeavour.



1 Malaysia in the office!



Too tired but can't sleep

Today is just another Monday.

As usual after class, I would just lie down on the bed to take a nap. But everytime when I try to sleep, I will just start imagining things.

Maybe I was just so worry about a lot of things. My brain just feel so sleepy but every time when I lie down on my bed, I will just start thinking of so many things especially about him. It's like something that will haunt you for my lifetime.

Sometimes I would just wish my brain will be like a memory card so that I could delete every single memories that make me feel sad and worry. ;(

I wish I could turn back time where he used to be a stranger to me during my fresh year in university. Everything would be so much easier and happier for me. 

#insomnia

Public Holiday

        Today was a public holiday for Negeri Sembilan. So me and my friends decided to go to IOI City Mall for movie and foods.

Yan mei, Me, Shangkary  (from left)

        We arrive at 12 something and went for our lunch at a burger shop. I have heard from my friends that the burger there is huge and delicious. So I decided to give it a try!

       I had ordered a lamb supreme burger and it cost RM14+ RM 3 for the drink.We waited for around 15 minutes for the burger.

Ask me? How was the burger?

I would like to say. The burger was so delicious compared to Mc Donald.

The Lamb meat was so juicy and you just can’t stop enjoying every single bite of the burger. The lamb meat is so tender and soft and it’s suitable for all ages of people because it was so easy to chew. I definitely will go there again next time. Yummy!

        Afterthat, we wanted to go for a movie but to bad the cinema had not open ceremony yet because IOI City Mall was newly open end of last year. 

So, we decided to go to the famous Magnum ice cream shop. I was like finally its my turn to try the Ice cream after seeing so many people posted it on Facebook. 

We ordered 4 different types and shared it among 5 of us.

For me, the ice cream was nice but it’s too sweet. So if you guys dislike sweet things, I would like to recommend you to share the ice cream.

We had a great day overall!

When we are denying our feelings, We are denying the truth

        A person who loves you unconditionally without looking at your weaknesses, he treated you as if you are his whole world, he loves you the way you are, for him you are perfect.

        He is that shy guy who was once a stranger to you and slowly became your 24/7 stalker in university campus and even on social networking sites. He never gives up to be with you even though was rejected a couple of time. There is more than a reason to give up on me but he never do so. He text you most of the night to check out on you and called you just to hear your voice because he is thousand miles away from you.


        Slowly you realise that you had fall in love with him but then there is a barrier that makes me lie to him about my feelings towards him. That is really hurting him and also myself a lot. I cried sometimes thinking about us. A person that you loves so much and he just pop out of your mind most of the time no matter where you are, and everything just reminds you of him. Why couldn't we be together like in fairy tales. Why would life be so complicated??



7 Dec 2014

       The day where he asked my feelings toward him, whether I loves him like he do or not. I was hesitating to give the answer a yes or no. I was so afraid to give him a yes even though I knew that I had fall in love with him.The fact is that I love everything about him except that we couldn't be together .It was hurt to give that answer because I wouldn't want to lose him. So, he just reply me an "ök" and since then he stop texting me.

        It was really hurt like a knife that was stabbed directly into your heart because the person who text you every night never send you a single message for more than a month and you were like a fool waiting for his message. I know that both of us were stubborn to be the first to send a text.
I was so hurt because we both love each other but we just couldn't be together. I cried most of the night.


Today, 13 Jan 2015

My friends ( also his best friends) asked me about him and I just went speechless. Didn't know how to answer them. So, I just smile but deep down inside me, I was so sad. I am missing him so badly.

Would suppressing our emotion and not expressing our love toward the person you like because of some reason be doing the right thing? I'm so confuse now...maybe our fairy tale story would be just in our dreams. :'(

#confusegirl#sad#misshimbadly#maybethisshouldbejustadream